Hanging on.
I guess I'm starting to understand why there are people who really love taking on challenges. Perhaps the sense of achievement you get from completing your work really pays off. Also, watching whatever you are doing slowly move towards the direction you want really spurs you one to go all out.
Sometimes, I cannot help but deceive myself. But looking at the bigger picture, I guess a little bit of self-denial might be beneficial. Maybe it just serves as a painkiller. Just don't ever get addicted to it.
Things seem to be taking shape. Slowly fitting together again, just like how it did the other time round. Well, almost similar.
Just got to hang in there for this two weeks and everything would be fine.
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